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Abi's avatar

All of these comments and questions are so thoughtful and genuine!

I grew up in CT and never ever saw a life for myself in the city. It wasn’t until a few failed attempts to find work elsewhere, my ex got a teaching job in Gowanus. We actually begrudgingly moved to NYC and I hated it. He never wanted to do the cultural things I did, and I never wanted to go to the sporting events he did. It wasn’t until we broke up and I got the very best roommates ever that I began to love it there (we were most certainly neighbors at one point Haley since I lived off the Utica A right next to the small park right there lol!) I finally got the glittery magic of roof bar summers and high class museum events (tres chic). When I met my now husband we lived the never sleep chaotic New York life for a year, and then we woke up one morning, puffy faced from drinking, half way through a day off, sweating on the hot concrete as we walked to breakfast, and all we wanted was space, air, exercise. We quit our jobs and moved to Denver two months later.

I think about the city a lot. Sometimes I feel less than for not being one of the hard New Yorkers (like my husbands aunt who has lived in Harlem for 20+ years), who stuck it out. I hear the ring of “if you can make it there…..” and then I wander aimlessly through the park next to my house, smoking a joint after a long morning bike ride in the mountains, and I go to a restaurant that has incredible food and wine and feel that hazy glittery happiness again and it goes away.

There are other cities, and while New York is very special and has a very specific energy that works for many people, other cities can do that too. I spent 6 years total in New York and wouldn’t change that at all, sometimes I think I could go back to retire when I had the time money to luxuriate in the high end aspects New York had to offer. But I also saw baby ducks in golden hour in the gardens in my backyard yesterday, so I’m kind of set here.

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Paige's avatar

i don’t think new york is overrated, but i think the best things about new york aren’t the things that are young 20 something instagram fomo material. i’ve lived here for almost 9 years, and my life is… so different from when i moved here. i used to love going out to bars, going shopping, now i’m grating at the idea that the best things in new york are alcohol and spending your money. but whenever i get upset about living in a hyper capitalist hellscape, i go to a deep part of an outer borough and get really authentic food somewhere. a different kind of adventure, but one that’s difficult to replicate elsewhere! just one night at a russian restaurant/club chowing down pierogis while old lesbians dance to a live singer will rebalance me again, until i once again remember i’ll never be able to afford a place with a garden 😵‍💫

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